The Experience

When I think about the word " experience " , i just thought about only good and bad ...but can't even imagine that experience of giving a birth to a soul ... words are not able to express that experience...it's never gonna be less tough ...it's the toughest thing I have done and I proud on my self ... I know there are  world wide womens who are giving birth , instead of thinking that is common or general,   we should understand her pain and give her maximum possible love and care . Give her the best feeling and make her happier as much as you can ... At that time she is expecting  everyone's love ...never make her to ask for that love ...give unconditionally without her ask ...when she was  physically tired and weak , give her strength by your feelings , she will recover faster and enjoy her life just like before ....

There are so many things hurting her a lot,  don't add more . People are giving good food to also street animals while they are giving birth to their  young ones then she is a human and your nearest person so please understand her practically and make her glow from her inner soul ...It's her second birth after delivery 🌻

To whom i listen? Mind or heart .

 If I think that , M I wasting my time? The answer comes from mind ,it's " yes" , and on the second moment it's "No " from heart . The heart says you are enjoying the time instead of wasting because if you are happy at that moment , means you it's worth . In this world the time in which you feel happy will be the worth having,  that's doesn't mean you aren't doing for achievement.  All we do on this glob to achieve something and that achievement makes us happy right! So basically all we need to do anything is for our happiness, or I can say for our family's glad and if you got that happiness in the journey then must be know that it's worth to get some delay ...🤗

mindset

There is an environment around our heavy mind...which completely affects to our decisions...sometimes the mind feels so low and sometimes so high volume of thoughts. 

Instead of having light weight...we just ruined the balance and create a heavier thoughts and worst part is that it is only Because of someone else's 

Marring

To get married is such glorious moment in life....you will get unexpected happiness and a new caring family  ....but  I must say that marry only when you become something or you achieve something....just to satisfy your soul that how your self is important like other...just to motivate yourself that you are someone special one in this world ...just to do what you want to do....that's it.!

phase

Life has so many stories, memories and some good clicks in your album and mind.live the phase you walking on and if you love your phase do click it for upcoming phase ...I just went in to the photograph while I saw a very decent click of mine ...wanna live that phase again... it's so precious and warm to feel ...I thought it should  be lived like will never comes again  but actually u need to live that phase at that time rather than getting upset for that past moment ...u know what you can have more better phase in present  than the past ....may be you can't see that or what ! Simple ...live your phase whichever you are going through ...! It's more chilling. 

Love of 365 days!

That was a charming day , I remember that I tried out so many good clothes for the evening but didn't fit me up ...hahaha....so embarrassing but he just told me that " wear a Dress which will make you comfortable more " and I got that and we went for a drive on . It was really a beautiful experience to go on water walk at sindhrot dam and then it's time for surprise .....😍

That's a candle light cafe and I found it very memorable ....the music...those lights ...those decoration and most charming smile of Mohit ...it was very pleasant and totally lovely atmosphere...we ate so much.   We talked so much ....we laughed so much and clicked lots of pictures as well ...such marvelous day it was .... I heartily thankful to Mohit .I love you ❤️

Virtual Thinking

Blank mind keeping you remind that what to do ! It happens someday when you could think many things but you couldn't . Time flies and when you wanna do, your mind Is completely empty for the while ....you thought that one day you are having so many choices and options to think and do but now you aren't having potentially interested topics .... because you Stop writing , because you Stop doing, because YOU stopped ; IT Happens ...

Into the deep Blue

Not all dark area is bad ....sometimes in life we are facing some dark shades which gonna bruised your routine but it will be also beautiful in their own way ...you can feel interesting in it ...just like you are having summer or spring and gradually getting in touch of monsoon, the dark monsoon , you will see darkness and thunder out side .it's not that much pretty than spring's floral environment but as we are engaged in our routine lives we can't see or feel the better thing in dark . Monsoon is different kind of elegant nature and you will see out side , your perception will change ...it's still a gorgeous moment for you ...same in our lives the dark sides are always interesting and inspiring ...they will also feel you good if you want to ...so keep feeling , keep exploring ... Happy Independence day everyone.

Kid's thinking.

When I was a kid , I was used to think like I can also do this thing...it looks so easy ... it's interesting ...etc etc . You know some days are very important to define and design your self .when we get matured and getting all the things understand , we stand on the limited stage of our thinking...some little things we neglect to observe, lesser amount of faith on self , not confident, and also having fear of doing . Still I remember I was the best art girl in the school and also good In studies too. After that my self was the same but I couldn't recognize my self as earlier. Things getting tough even it's easy although. It's all the game of believing , faith on self ,we can do everything we wanna do . So always think like a kid and no overthinkingness makes you able to create your way easily. Believe in your self.

Gleeful

Annoying, irritating, shouting and so many negative feelings and emotional activities are inside the humans... You Know what guys , Happiness is cheaper than all the emotions ...but how can you be Happy or joyful? It's all upon you, only you can decide to be what ...I Know feelings and emotions comes naturally ...still I am telling you to  start gaining positive vibes...cause everyone has different kinds of background and environment so you need to stay so relax and excited for upcoming moments...try to be Happy in every little situations, things, talks ...you will be always Gleeful.😁try it now .Have a nice day ahead.

Overcome

"we shall overcome 

We shall overcome

We shall overcome someday ....

Deep in my heart

I do believe 

We shall overcome someday ..." 

This is the poem of British learned from us (Indian) and am very proud of it . It's truly spiritual for me .

Today I was in my routine and just like ...

always thinking about my future ,

Always grooming my thoughts

Always making my self confident

Always believed.

So it's gonna be something to happen very good with me I guess , may be I was wrong but positively fingers crossed .